It’s probably an anxious and confusing time for you. I’m still keeping my business open but changing up the venue from face-to-face to over some sort of online platform (probably Skype?)
I’ll still be operating during the COVID-19 social isolation rules.
I will be operating via online appointments for individual and couple sessions at a reduced rate (due to the cost of room rental being deducted), but will be available for in-person couple appointments at request with appropriate social distancing within the room at the usual price of $195/90 minutes.
My rates for online sessions are as follows:
$80 / 60 minutes
$140 / 90 minutes
Email me if you’re interested in having a session while NSW is going into shut down, and mental health and connection is more important than ever.
I’ve set up a Halaxy profile so you apply to book me online!
So anger… what do I think about it? It’s so complicated. I don’t see it as good or bad. I see it in terms of is it useful and not-useful right now? So I’ve made a list of the pros and cons of anger. I’m going to use the pronoun “we” because I am also human before I am a counsellor.
- Motivates us to get shit done when we might otherwise may fall apart.
- Protective and can keep us safe in times of danger from others, and yourself.
- Crazy smart from an evolutionary perspective for survival.
- Source of inner power to fight for our rights and injustice of all kinds so we don’t feel helpless.
- Prevent burnout if we work in jobs that expose us to shitty circumstances like systemic inequality (e.g. social work) or fascist world.
- It’s telling us that’s something is wrong – we might not even realise it but our mind and body’s picked up something’s not fair/right/happy/what we want/abusive/etc in our life that’s in the way of our happiness.
On the other hand it can be not very useful if it overwhelms you and potentially…
- Becomes problematic and a barrier to our everyday life.
- It impacts our job e.g. attendance, performance, relationships at work, etc.
- Socially isolating when it impacts our relationships by pushing people away by starting fights or isolating ourself consciously to protect others from the anger.
- Dangerous and abusive if we take it out on ourself or others around us.
- We start using it as an excuse for bad behaviour.
- We feel trapped in our body and helpless.
Clearly it’s a double-edged sword and it’s a great band-aid for times of stress, depression or danger but it’s not sustainable in the long run.
But when it is being useful, what is it telling you and what is it protecting?
“Anger is a tool for change when it challenges us to become more of an expert on the self and less of an expert on others.”Harriet Lerner, The Dance of Anger: A Woman’s Guide to Changing the Patterns of Intimate Relationships
In therapy, it’s protecting those soft squishy vulnerable emotions that might make us feel weak or cry.
I, personally, get angry when I’m hurt. When something happens or someone says something that shocks and hurts me, I immediately use a little bit of anger to cover and disguise it. I find it comforting, protective, keeps me from feeling vulnerable and exposed to someone’s (I perceive to have an element of) influence over me because I care about their opinion of me.
Sometimes that’s useful and appropriate when the “offender” was defensive or aggressive in the past when you were honest with your hurt. If you’ve never been vulnerable with them before, give them the benefit of the doubt as people have surprised me more often than not.
Sometimes it’s not useful or appropriate because the other person may genuinely respond with kindness and support if you say you’re feeling hurt. I feel (thought obviously I’m biased) that I’m pretty good at judging people. I’ve been a lot more vulnerable and honest with people in my personal and professional life and it’s generally brought me closer to people and created a more secure attachment style between us.
I also get angry when I’m scared. It’s most commonly when I hear or see racism or sexism. I feel shock and hurt and it make me so angry to compensate. I feel unsafe and hyper-vigilant when I hear a racist or sexist comment so I use anger to protect me. Sometimes it’s to get aggressive to fight back (not physically though my body is ready at that moment) and/or keep me energised enough so I don’t freeze up so I can get away from the situation. A way that it might not be useful is if I overcompensate and escalate a dangerous situation but thankfully that’s never happened.
Those are just two examples where anger has been useful and protective, and the possible dangers of it too.
Any where does this anger come from? Where did you learn this way of coping?
“Our family of origin—the source of our first blueprint for navigating relationships.”Harriet Learner
“All of us are vulnerable to intense, nonproductive angry reactions in our current relationships if we do not deal openly and directly with emotional issues from our first family—in particular, losses and cutoffs.”Harriet Learner
This doesn’t mean reconciliation. This doesn’t even necessarily mean contact! It means understanding the legacies they left you with, and letting go if what they taught you so you can be different – so you can be more.
See ya next time,
ps. Happy new year!
It’s always such a dilemma when writing up or choosing a professional biography/write up. I like the first person casual atmosphere (as you can probably tell from my Who Am I? page) but recently I was asked to write up a bio for a new workplace and I tried to follow their style. I’m interested in getting feedback of what you think would be more welcoming/encouraging for the clients to message for an appointment:
Michelle is a qualified social worker and relationship counsellor. She specialises in issues of self-growth and identity, family and couples therapy, parent-child bonding, working with the LGBTIQA+ community, family of origin exploration and issues, relational and complex trauma such as childhood abuse or neglect, working with men who use violence, and attachment issues. Michelle enjoys working with individuals and couples to really unpack their experiences of relationships and sense of self. She is interested in how our families of origin influence how we think and act in our current relationships.
Michelle also enjoys working with carer-child relationships to facilitate a secure attachment and deeper connection whether this is with an adolescent or a toddler. She has experience working with children and families that have been impacted by trauma such as domestic violence or intergenerational neglect. She approaches these issues with an empathetic non-blaming lens.
Michelle’s practice framework is developed from a variety of models and theories but the she would say she is most passionate about attachment theory, narrative therapy, family systems therapy, Emotionally-Focused Therapy, trauma-informed, and Open Dialogue/dialogical practice. However, she doesn’t think that all that is as important as the relationship between the therapist and client.
She also co-facilitates a monthly parent’s support group for gender-diverse youth at the Gender Centre, and is interested in running workshops/groups for both clients and practitioners.
Hello, I am Michelle. I’m glad something about me resonated with you so you clicked on my profile. I don’t know how I could possibly summarise me as a professional or a person on using words on a page. I think the therapist-client relationship and chemistry is more important than a list of credentials or a fancy spiel.
A little about me: I am a social worker and a relationship counsellor. I am a queer Chinese-Australian woman that loves dogs and reading. I believe that relationships are key of living a rich life (including friendships, and relationships to yourself if no one else). I am the same as you – human.
I am an individual, couple and family therapist. My interest is on self-growth, relationships, attachment-based therapies, family and couple therapy, groupwork, narrative, systemic, and intergenerational trauma/legacies.
I love working with you to really unpack your experiences of relationships and sense of self. There’s so much we carry from our families of origin and what we believe about relationships that is subconscious that impacts our sense of Self, identity, self-worth, romantic relationships (attachment styles, communication styles), friendships, the way we parent (insecure/secure, punitive/passive, authoritarian/authoritative), the way we communicate, and the way we see the world (safe/unsafe).
I am currently work in private practice and at an NGO offering therapy, consultations and training for individuals, children and young people, couples, families and practitioners. I’ve worked at the NGOs e.g. Gender Centre (transgender and gender diverse service) and Interrelate Family Relationship Centre, among other organisations.
I don’t believe any of this means I am more of an expert than you about your lived experiences or relationships – I am here to talk with you, not talk at you in a monologue.
I want to be explicit in saying I am inclusive and warmly welcome all LGBTIQA+. CALD, poly, any other diversities you might be wary that therapists may not understand.
I work with people on a human to human level and believe that therapy is about the relationship between us, not me telling you what to do or any specific model. We might try specific things from specific models but overall I work holistically and tailor my approach to you.